where were you?

Where were you when the mountains splited?

When I was stung by depression

Bitten by pain

Crushed by frustration?

Where were you when I needed a listening ear,to hear my silence

Where were you when I needed a helping hand,when I needed comfort and a cover?

You were there but never here,you stood close but still far...

I needed more than just a hug,it only lasted seconds

I needed a Friend to call my own,someone I could share my deepest secret with

But you needed more,more that my desires became blured

And all that matters was you....

Where were you when I was broken?

When I struggled with addictions I was ashamed of

Where were you when I couldn't understand life any More

Days I needed just a tap on my back,and a genuine smile from you saying all will be well..

Where were you, days I brought pills to sleep because I couldn't comprehend the pain I felt inside of me.

Where were you?

I still wonder where you are, and I hope you come back soon!!!

The river won't stop flowing and the sun won't stop shinning...

PoetRuth