FEAR

   FEAR

From the island of peace,

I draw out the waters that sank down in the ocean.

That which kept me from living amidst humans...

Fear!

It's been decades I got engaged to this person.

We are the most lovable breeds,

 you can ever find.

She's responsible for every moment I shrink, for every moment I fail.

I tried to embrace success,but her jealous eyes got me pinned down

I'm too gullible to let her down,she never wants me to talk to any one else

I struggle to handle every action and reaction that occur when we go out,because her words are always final.

She is an epitome of beauty fading away  like flames of fire..

The reason I couldn't speak to you the other day was because of her

And yes I needed that job but she told me I wouldn't get it..

She said I was not good enough,that all I deserve was her.

The day I told you no was because she whispered into my ear that you were only gonna hurt me.

My flesh is wearing away like the dust in the desert

Now I need creams of confidence that will brighten my heart to stand straight

She has eaten up the bowl of courage In side my soul

And has left me shaking with my hands up,saying I give up.

We were never meant to be,but right now she  has become the love I never had

And she kept me writing this from the deepest part of my heart..

Because while men awake trying to figure out what next to do,

My eyes are covered with scale and I can't see the greatness that await behind the walls

She told me last night that I was never going to fly beyond the Bahamas,and even though I love Bananas I was never going to travel to Jamaica..

She has chained my Zeal and has caged my hope...

Now I can only stand and await for the true love of my life..

When I thought she got only me,I was wrong

I know she's glued to most object my eyes can behold,and it's time I get my mind working

Because right now she's the reason I'm stepping out....

PoetRuth