Ruth's_journal

                        DILEMMA I fell in love with Eric just few months after I gained admission into the university. Eric was tall and dark skinned, he was in his third year in the university. His eyes sparks in darkness, and he had a thick partly full hair, his look was one major reason why I said yes to him when he asked me out. We started dating with no intention of having sex, we loved each other so much that almost every student in school knew we were dating.  One day I went to visit Eric at his apartment. His room was well decorated, furnished and his mattress was very big. We spoke and had fun together, then somehow out of the blues we made love to each other. He was my first, and it felt so intimate and rapturous. We didn't use any protection and I wasnt on any pill, we just had sex and that was it. After a month I missed my period. I thought it was something I could deal with until I missed my period the following month. I went to the clinic and laid a compla