Ruth's_journal

The thought of you makes me restless Like the waves I find rest at your presence. A flower I wish to behold. If only I can see far,I wish to see you. Your absence creates a void within me A crack that sinks deep. I may be wrong,maybe Right. I dash to the wall,for your silent peels my flesh. I struggle to pick the piece you left .  I can mud a heap of love with our memories, We could build a tower together, We could even dive through the ocean. With you, ulgly places become beautiful And if it's still ugly then we make it beautiful. I wish you were never hard to reach, I could climb the hills to reach you, To behold you in my arms. But what are we now? Your words are flying away Your smiles flows away Your face is fading off my mind. "I wonder if WE still exist" You fill the spaces in my heart, Until you became scarce. You made my world empty. I thirst for you For your smile,your laughter. I hate to see you cry, A chance to wipe those tears off your check,is al

My world is spinning And if I ever fall,I may break my spine See, I have a best friend called Anger She's the jealous type, So I keep you away to please her. She's the better half I ever got The only love I've got.  you ever want to see her?  provoke me with words that hurt like fire, And you will see her rotten fierce face. She hate patience, reason I attack fiercely My control key is broken, or maybe completely destroyed. Don't blame me when I lift my hands to hit your cheek "She told me not to ever take shits from any one" I love her, she  fed me with grapes,and now I act cruel I'm an angel in a black gown A sheep covered with black hair I've got a light skin that spark, And my smile can heal a soul, But within my veins flow's blood that taste bitter than sorrow itself. My words can kill if I ever get to release them from the hole behind my teeth And if we ever fight? I may not ignore the knife. What became of me seconds after murder